Sunday, March 18, 2012
Farwell To The Abnormal
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Saturday, March 17
Sunday's Photos 2
Saturday, March 17
Got started early again. Washed all our clothes for $4! Folded and everything. Wished they could help me in Auburn! Mark decided it would be easier for us to follow him in his truck. So, I drove the truck. Driving in Honduras was quite the experience. It is totally chaotic and lanes don't exist. However, there is some sort of understood organization to the madness and you pick it up real fast. We went to get supplies from the warehouse for the build!
Friday, March 16, 2012
Friday's Photos 2
Friday's Photos
Friday, March 16
Friday, March 16
Thursday, March 15, 2012
Thursday Update
I don’t know who reads this because a lot of it is redundant from other people’s posts. But, this is my (Terry) perspective of today.
Today was a pretty incredible day. It wasn't extremely physically demanding like other days but it was eye opening to see the stark reality of the Hondurans. We started by going to the grocery store to buy sandwich ingredients for 300 sandwiches that we would take to the Tegucigalpa city dump. Mark sent us into the grocery store by ourselves, which was quite a learning experience. After we made the sandwiches we bought 300 tangerines and 300 bags of water and with a loaded van we made our trek to the dump. The dump is where about 300 Hondurans live among the garbage waiting for new trucks to arrive to find anything of value. The majority of them sniff glue to alleviate their hunger and because glue is cheaper than food. The pictures truly don't do justice because pictures don't have a taste, smell, or filth. As we arrived I really couldn't believe that people like this existed in our world. Most of them were high on glue and covered their face with a ski mask just to protect themselves from the filth and bacteria. The crazy thing was the see the dogs, vultures, cows, flies, and humans all scrounging through the trash searching for the same things. We stayed for about 30 minutes handing out sandwiches to the mob of “untouchables.” As we left, I was filthier from the 30 minutes we were there than from the work we had done during all the previous days. I can truly say that my eyes have seen the depths of poverty.
After we left we went to Mona Loa (a local slum village) and handed out school uniforms to the kids and then played footbol with the boys. Soccer was matched up gringos vs. Hondurans. We were hanging with the 10 year olds but when the guys closer to our age came we didn’t score another goal.
Today was great just seeing the faces that we came down here for. For me (since I don’t speak Spanish) I can’t love them with my words only with my actions. And while this has been a humble blessing, I haven’t seen the reality of the Honduran life. Today was an opportunity to see that, and it was a real blessing.
Most people wouldn’t consider this a vacation but it has been the perfect retreat from the student life. And while I love being a student, I have learned a lot about the world by getting away from the American dream life. The great lesson that God has been teaching me is that each day is a gift (Psalm 118:24) and we haven’t been given tomorrow or next week. In light of this, God’s grace has a new value and new motivation.
Tomorrow we will be building a retaining wall for our new friend and brother Melvin. Please pray for sustained joy in Christ.
-Terry
Thursday, March 15
So I was down yesterday (again) in recovery phase from catching the bug. Much needed. The rest of the guys went out to a home for teenage girls and mixed and poured concrete - very very tough manual labor - not quite quikrete like it mostly is in the States! Today (Thursday) we visited the dump, had a chance to hand out school uniforms for boys and girls in a village named MontaLoa (spelling?) and handed out some school supplies and finally got to play some el fútbol with the kids there! I’m too tired and overwhelmed to describe it all in great detail, but the day was packed with so many things. We bought enough bread, meat, cheese, oranges, and snack cookies to feed 300 at the dump, as well as water. We made the sandwiches and headed out. No amount of words will ever be able to capture the dump. The smells, the faces of the people there (all wore things all over their face to prevent all the nasty dust/sun/bacteria/everything you can imagine in a dump out the best they could) are fresh in my mind. They literally almost rioted trying to get food - it was nothing I could ever imagine. As Mark said, the humans, vultures, cows, and dogs there are literally equal - all scavenging to stay alive. Most of the people there scavenge for anything they could possibly make money off of. They go so hungry they often huff glue to get high to make the hunger go away. We were all completely taken aback and I still truly haven’t processed it all and not sure if I ever will be able to. No human should have to live this way. Somehow through all the confusion and brokenness and complete devastation, all I have the power to say is God is in control, somehow and some way. As Mark said today, seeing and even reading these things we shouldn’t feel guilty to the point where we can’t carry out daily life but we shouldn’t walk away walling it all off either (truly once you’ve seen it you know of this - you can’t unsee it), but we should genuinely ask ourselves how we can examine our lives and make changes, definitely pray, and do what the Spirit leads us to do. Going out to MonaLoa was wonderful! All the kids in the village ran up with their mothers (who had mothers) and we were able to give them shirts, pants, and skirts for school uniforms they need! This is all thanks to a generous donation and made possible through the women of Mi Esperanza ministries. The looks on the faces of the mothers and children were so wonderful to take in. What a blessing to be able to take part in. We also handed out school supplies AND got to play el fútbol (soccer) with the kids on a dirt field! It was so much fun, but they took us gringos to school on the field (and every one of them was probably 16 or younger), some playing in sandals! These people continue to amaze me at every corner. I said I couldn’t type much but already have haha. What a blessing of a day, through the ups and downs! To God alone be the glory - it is the only way I can explain any of this and connect the loose ends of what we have experienced and will continue to. Pray for the people here to have their physical needs met with spiritual needs (Jesus) being the center of all. Pray for each of us to examine our lives in each of our contexts and the way the Spirit leads. Pray for realization and grace that God has come to dwell within us to give glory to Himself, through the sacrifice of Jesus! (How crazy and mind-blowing is that?).
No me gusta el vómito,
-Barrett
“Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord!” Romans 7:24-25
Thursday's Photos 3
Thursday's Photos 2
Thursday's Photos
Thursday, Day 5 of Honduras
Our day started off as usual (minus anyone being sick and unable to go with the group) by us eating breakfast and leaving with Mark to go out and start it up. Mark had told us last night we would be feeding people at the dumps today and from his voice and many warnings from Drew and Ben we all gathered that it was going to be a pretty emotional and eye opening experience. Drew even described it to me as a "hell on earth" type of place, needless to say I was a little nervous about our visit there.
Wednesday's Photos 2
Wednesday's Photos
Wednesday, March 14
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
March 13 - Tuesday
(Drew posted most of this in his post - If you're going for brevity read his haha. Either way!)
So, I’m a little late posting this because I have been the most recent victim of the bug that’s going around all the guys since we got here (I blame Drew by the way - it was him first). Yesterday, Matt, Terry, and Ben stayed back because they weren’t feeling well and were trying to recover. Isbill, Drew, Dillon, and I headed out with Mark yesterday morning and rode to a town on the outskirts of Tegucigalpa to build a house for the family of 13. I was so excited for it and felt the anticipation on the ride there. When we arrived, the family ran up and was waiting on us to see the wood delivered by the wood truck. They were all smiles. Poor Isbill had to stay in the van because he wasn’t feeling well at all still from being sick before. Around 3 other Honduran men and an 18 year old boy, Daniel - a former gang member trying to turn his life around - and younger boys in the family also helped build. We measured off the foundations of the house and Mark squared it all off and we all began to dig holes for the 4x4 posts to be the corners of the house. About 15 minutes into breaking into the ground with posthole diggers and large metal rods (name escapes me now), I was feeling pretty dehydrated and extremely tired and light-headed. It was a really hot day with no cloud cover. I proceeded to go to the van to try to cool off and shortly thereafter lost all of my breakfast and any liquid in my stomach. I decided it would be best to stay in the van and let the other Hondurans, Mark, Drew, and Dillon do the work because I would be absolutely no help and probably would do nothing but get even more sick, to the risk of having to cut the build short to take me back.
While we were in the van for maybe around 5ish hours, between vomiting and “passing out” from not feeling well, Evan and I talked. We both were extremely disappointed that we couldn’t help build and agreed that we basically felt worthless and were even using some of the bottles of water that the builders kept coming to get. I cannot lie, I even had at the forefront of my mind “God, why have you brought me here to feel like this?” “These people need a house and here I am sick as a dog, feeling terrible, I should have stayed in the states if I am going to be like this.” Of course, my “pain” and sickness did not help my mindset. I would go back and forth between this and between knowing, as Romans 8:28 says, that God works for the good of all those that love Him. While staying in the van trying to find some comfort for what seemed like 2 days, I looked up and the basic wooden house with a tin roof had been erected and the finishing touches were being put on. Other community members were gathered around watching. Mark came to the van and asked if Evan and I wanted to come pray with the family, if we were able. We went inside their fresh new home, with the kids running around with smiles on their faces and the mother/grandmother smiling in what seemed thankfulness and joy. She was thanking Mark for the house and from my little Spanish knowledge, I understood him basically say, “This is not anything that we have done on our own, it is God and the glory belongs only to God - ‘sólo a Dios’ - only to God and ‘Todos Dios. - All God” We all linked hands, builders and family, and Drew prayed in English followed by Daniel in Spanish. At this point, I began to weep, trying to hide it for some reason. It all rushed and hit me at once. This family of 13 with no home - no home or place to call their own, no shelter - now had one of the most basic of all needs. You can think of it all you want but it is never the same until you see the looks on that family’s face, see what they are living in, and the overarching joy in such dire physical circumstances. I looked at my friends, Dillon and Drew, who were sunburned and worn out and who had worked so hard to provide this family this wonderful, simple gift; I looked at Mark, who lives among the Hondurans and does this on a daily basis for the people of Honduras, giving the glory only to God; I saw Daniel, a former gang member, praying over these people. Nothing but complete joy and humility and thankfulness ran over me. What a beautiful picture!! I felt God taught me a lesson yesterday - even though I knew Romans 8:28 in my head I had the chance to truly experience it. I was there for a purpose, even if I had dug part of one 2 foot hole for 15 minutes. I had the chance to witness God’s wonderful work through our group (including the Hondurans) in all of our lives, and the chance to participate in prayer as a group for this family. I don’t even know what to follow up after this besides to God alone be the glory - he intertwined each of our lives for His glory for His purposes. Sólo a Dios.
Eternally forgiven sinner by an eternally GREAT God,
-Barrett
“For we know that God works for the good of all those who love him, who have been called according to HIS purpose.” -Romans 8:28-29